“No one wants to know who Christine was,” her brother said years later. “They want to sensationalize what happened at the end of her life.”
He has a powerful point. How many people even know that Christine survived the loss of her first, early love, from death in an automobile accident? Or that she did volunteer puppet shows for special groups, many times?
Christine Chubbuck grew up in the upscale Ohio suburb of Harbor with her parents, George and Peg, and two brothers, Tim and the younger Greg. The only daughter of a high-end automotive and manufacturing industry salesperson and a housewife, Christine was talented and smart. While in middle school, she was a flutist in the high school marching band. She later developed an interest in acting at private school and enrolled in the University of North Carolina summer acting program.
Christine was a bright, gifted student with a sharp wit and a nationally ranked kayaker, but since she was about 10 she never felt that she fit in.
Greg recalls his older brother, Tim, taking him aside and telling him their time with “Chrissie” would be short-lived.
“We have to hug Chrissie extra hard because we aren’t going to have her very long,” Greg recalls. “He was 12 and I was 8 and in the back of our minds we always knew that our time with her was not going to be infinite.”
Greg says his parents spent over $1 million, over 20 years, with psychiatrists and psychologists to “help Chrissie find peace.” In the end, of course, it wouldn’t work.
However trying her teen years were, Christine went on to earn a degree in broadcasting at Boston University, worked at a Florida cable station, and attended a summer film workshop at NYU. She later secured jobs at public television stations in Pittsburgh and Canton, Ohio. Christine moved to Florida to live with her mother after her parents divorced. She worked as a hospital computer operator before landing a job as a reporter, then a host at WXLT-TV in Sarasota, Florida.
“It was her show,” says Greg. “It was one person doing all of it with very low pay.”
Everyone in the family went out of their way to help Christine with her television career. Her mother paid for designer dresses to make sure she looked good on air. Despite having her own morning television show, Greg says his sister never felt she was good enough.
“I think, ” said her mother, “She was saying, ‘Look, world. I’ve been here all along. How about a date Saturday night? But her last act was the most selfish thing she ever did. She brought her death into other people’s homes.”
(Some of the biographical material above was condensed from: Down Memory Lane by David Lobosco, Feb. 1, 2016)
A final note on the everyman, everywoman take on this tragedy. Some of the comments posted on David Lobosco’s blog were adamant, for example, about defining Chubbuck’s mental illness, choc-full of armchair analysis. Was she bi-polar, was she on the autism spectrum, was she a classic depressive, and why? Everyone in the world, it seems, has a psychology degree.
Anonymous January 19, 2017 “I’ve seen hours of footage of her, this is CLEAR Aspergers…. depression is common among Aspies because they very often can’t understand why they cannot experience the same kind of feelings other people have…. I’ve a 25 yo daughter with Aspergers and the similarities, after watching footage of her are so uncanny….it literally scared the sh-t outta me. Also, post operative depression is EXTREMELY common after having a unilateral oophorectomy…. I’m an RN and have seen it multiple times.
I’m beginning to think there’s something hormonal/chemical involved…. There’s simply too many women who have this acute onset of depression without ever having experienced depression before.”
Jeff Chicken June 1, 2021 “Enter the armchair psychologists who think they can diagnose autism from one written bio and an old blurry newsreel, of which there’s only one…
I have autism. I’m not going to say that Christine’s got it, because honestly, all her description really tells us is that she was socially troubled, a mentally ill spinster with a wealthy family, and that she suffered a traumatic loss as a teenager. I fail to see “autism” in this. Chalking up anybody socially awkward, introverted or unlucky in love as “autistic” seems a tad presumptuous.”
Boudicca 3 September 23, 2021
“Oh my goodness – the comments above are between those who want to label and diagnose a person they never met – Aspergers (which basically covers just about everyone on the planet) seeming to fit or bipolar – or those religious maniacs who think God should forgive her! The sad truth is likely to be much less wishy-washy and simply the fact she was lonely, didn’t have a boyfriend and felt her entire identity as a girl/woman/human being rested on being in a relationship. That idea is THE most common reason why people commit suicide including over 2000 on Mount Mihara in the 1930s. Those same people – desperately seeking a mental disorder for a very ordinary and boring human issue would most likely be the same people who think there’s something wrong with anyone who chooses to be single. So one can’t win. Truth is, the only emotions Christine herself expressed were ones of ‘not fitting in’ – a very common adolescent and early 20’s expression caused – yes caused – not by depression but a social value that says people should ‘fit in’ to something in the first place. We are all unique individuals however and what we gain and get in life is largely determined by our own attitude; however tragic, Christine Chubbuck was driven to her death by her own ego and nothing else.”
Behind the tragedy ending the life of this sincere and idealistic young woman, there will always be the most enduring mystery of all: the human psyche.